The higher you reach, the harder you fall... Its the first time I stand by this philosphy.. and that too with regard to relationships..
Just realised that loyalty and commitment is not a favour. Its an amalgamation of something beautiful between two separate individuals.. Something that comes from within by choice to make the other person happy without being loud and showy about it.. I guess this is the reason I rarely express love by words.. It takes away the intensity.. Would very much prefer a person to feel it rather than to just hear it..
Anyway.. if we lived in a perfect world, words like betrayal, etc wont exist. Its so hard to accept it when someone we keep very close to our hearts just washes us off like a dirty stain in their perfectly packed lives.. Just need some anwers.. I cant help but wonder if there was any truth in that relationship at all.. Maybe... or Maybe not..
Guess being left without answers is good in a way... There is nothing more I can do from my part to make the relationship work.. kinda takes the pressure off.. :)
Honestly, I started writing to vent out my anger..but got this calm and acceptance suddenly.. strange huh..
And ya.. it was the best feeling when someone stood by me through all this and tried to make me feel better... hey.. did this person just give me back the same essence that I thought I lost .. ?? :)
Guess all I am trying to say is that, The higher you reach, the harder you fall... but the Harder you fall, the harder you BOUNCE back!
:) :)
Thanks..
Just realised that loyalty and commitment is not a favour. Its an amalgamation of something beautiful between two separate individuals.. Something that comes from within by choice to make the other person happy without being loud and showy about it.. I guess this is the reason I rarely express love by words.. It takes away the intensity.. Would very much prefer a person to feel it rather than to just hear it..
Anyway.. if we lived in a perfect world, words like betrayal, etc wont exist. Its so hard to accept it when someone we keep very close to our hearts just washes us off like a dirty stain in their perfectly packed lives.. Just need some anwers.. I cant help but wonder if there was any truth in that relationship at all.. Maybe... or Maybe not..
Guess being left without answers is good in a way... There is nothing more I can do from my part to make the relationship work.. kinda takes the pressure off.. :)
Honestly, I started writing to vent out my anger..but got this calm and acceptance suddenly.. strange huh..
And ya.. it was the best feeling when someone stood by me through all this and tried to make me feel better... hey.. did this person just give me back the same essence that I thought I lost .. ?? :)
Guess all I am trying to say is that, The higher you reach, the harder you fall... but the Harder you fall, the harder you BOUNCE back!
:) :)
Thanks..
